I shut my eyes, turned away for a moment, and it came: a shiver of finality like the one when you decide, in your own mind, that you’re going to have to tell someone who loves you that you don’t want to be with them anymore. Terror, and relief; relief and terror, so intermingled that they feel like the same thought. Michael Marshall Smith
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"I shut my eyes, turned away for a moment, and it came: a shiver of finality like the one when you decide, in your own mind, that you’re going to have to tell someone who loves you that you don’t want to be with them anymore. Terror, and relief; relief and terror, so intermingled that they feel like the same thought." is a passage from Catherynne M. Valente's book The Girl Who Circumnavigated Fairyland in a Ship of Her Own Making. It is the only poem in the book and is also the only poem written by Valente herself. The poem explores a painful and terrifying moment in the life of the main character when she must choose whether or not to become engaged to marry her childhood sweetheart.

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